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Hello every one.i have missed all my poeple.please message me,i have been doing well.what the heck did they do to this site???? I demand they change it back..lol

i am in tears.i hate michigan.my car insurance has gone up so much and birthday is on the12th.it is not fair!!!! i am $55.00 short and dont know what to do.michigan is just horrible.

 in response to Na_hawj...   hello

 in response to ekikaseven...   i too pray for my friend Maggie Lynn for God to heal her poor heart.thank you for your kind words for her.peace and love to you.

 in response to bookworm2011...   thank you so much for your message,it feels good to be not forgotten.it is only through my faith,that i was able to pull myself out of the deep depression i was in,due to all i had been through.to make matters worse for my mind,last summer,my cousin who was living in Chicago hung herself and died.that was hard on me.depression runs very ramped in my family.thanks for letting me vent again,God bless you for it.

today must be some kind of half day for the kids in school because they are all out playing around in the neighborhood.when i first moved here four years ago there were no kids.then all of a sudden,within the last year here are kids everywere.its a renters market here in michigan with all the forclosed homes,realators snatching them up and renting them out.and my city is filled with houses to rent,on my street theres some houses that poeple just come and go.so now alot of families have moved in with kids.its not that i dont like the kids,it just reminds so much of my three boys,whos father took them from me and moved far away and i dont know were they are.so when i see the boy across the street whos my Jacobs age,playing hockey in the street it hurts my heart.i miss playing hockey with them,building garages for thier little cars out of card boxes,taking them to the park and shooting some hoops.i miss baking cookies with Ryan and listening to old rock and roll with my oldest,Aaron.it hurts realy bad some days.i come here to this site to vent,and it makes me feel alittle better.i was reading over some of my old post,im not an idiot i just cant spell worth a d*mn.

 in response to cart...   I will pray for you,for your heart to mend,and for a roof over your head.dont lose your faith,pray to Him and have complete undoubtfull faith He will help you.dont give up.we all must be strong.pray to Him for strength.

 in response to totally stressed...   me too,i love old rock and roll,i you tube Bad Company at least once a day.i dont know how i stumbled upon your page,but i find your writings to be very interesting.i hope you keep posting.i mentioned the facebook thing because you did in your one post.i realy dont see what the big deal is about the site,i personaly thought myspace was more interesting.what type of bird is that youve got there?i use to have a lovebird that was quite the best friend to me.he'd follow me everywere,even in the shower!!but i left him in my exhusbands care many many years ago,when i went to visit my sister up north for a couple weeks.when i came home my birdie was dead.ive always wanted to get another one.but i supose my dog will surfice for now,hes not as much fun as the brid was,but he's been my pal now for many years.nice to chat with you,hope your having a great day.

Thank you all that messaged me last night and made me feel univisable.you are all wonderfull and brightend my mood,thank you.

at the end of the month i eat oatmeal for dinner,for about a week or so,sometimes cereal,sometimes a can of corn,all from the local church,whos shelves are more empty each month.if i get lucky sometimes they have soup.gone are the days when i could cook lovely dinners for us.my parents are poor but sometimes they bring me toilett paper.i have squandered every bit of money we have had over the past few months to pay my car insurance and plates.(good thing summers coming because the heat in my van stopped working last winter and we dont have a dime to fix it) .leaving me with no money to pay our water bill.last month we got very lucky and found a church to pay our electric bill.we have no idea how we will pay it when the next shutt off comes this how we live.i havent any laundry soap and using shampoo from the church to wash my dishes.once we lived without heat for two months.i know there are others worse off than me,and i pray all that are homeless find shelter.we were homeless once,but not for too long.i put all my faith in God,he will find us a way to pay our next shutt off.i come here not asking for much,just one thing,poeple to talk to.but i am feeling invisable.

 in response to totally stressed...   facebook is a lonely place,stay here,its better.i like reading your posts,they are amuzinly(is that even a word?)interesting.

not all churches will be that way.its alot of work,but call EVERY church in your yellow pages.and i mean EVERY church.we did,alot told us the same thing,"cant help you if your not a member"but eventualy we found a few that would help us pay our electric bill.open up your heart to them,tell them your whole story and even how this is affecting you,im sure your probaly depressed,stressed and hopeless.but dont give up.in His name(jesus)pray for the help you need,and have no doubt in your mind that He will help you.have complete faith.

so tired today

well my father has made it through another year,he turned 86 on friday.but im so worried about him,hes usaly the most livelyest of poeple,always on the go,i always think he forgets how old he is,he acts as if hes still 26!!but this year he stayed in bed all day,told my mom he doest feel well.today my mom said hes still been staying in bed.im hoping he just has a cold.i feel so guilty because i never have enough gas to go see him as much as i'd like.

 in response to worried65...   me too,i have no idea how we will pay our electric bill.call every church in your yellow pages,be honest with open up your heart and tell them how you feel,just call every church and dont give up.i know what its like to worry about those little things,today im trying to decide if i can afford to buy a bag of apples and some milk.hope you find some help,if you are believer in God,pray to him and put all your faith in the fact that he will carry you through.

I wish i could go back and be a child again,and i'd take you along with me as my friend. We'd climb tall trees and run through fields of grass,i'd fall down just to make you laugh. Just for a moment just alittle while we'd go away from this world...to the carefree life of a boy and a girl.

 in response to maggielynn1...   Ive been reading your stories,and my heart brakes for you,sorry for your loss of your babies and thats horrible how he beat you like that,your exhusband.my love goes out to you,my friend.

NO WAY!!!! You should NOT have to pay for that duct work,your landlord sould deduct the cost you put in from your rent.did you save your reciets from the material you had to buy?He cant do that to you.

Hi there,after reading your post i had to message you and say,you are wonderfull!!The united states needs more poeple like you,here in michigan there are so many homeless,many live in the woods.when it is winter i pray they will survive,some have a roof over thier heads,but no heat or electicity.a distant cousin of mine died last year,he had no heat in his home and he died in his sleep of hypothermia. im so sorry for the way that woman treated you.i know someone who is without a car but took her income tax and bought a very exspesive computer,then she complains to me she has no ride to here and there.i help her when i can but my van eats up gas so fast and i am literly counting nickles and dimes to fill it up just enough to get were i just NEED to go.most of the time i am just stuck here at home.just remember what a wonderfuly kind person you are,have a great sunday.

 in response to MrKimball...   

I feel it is our duty to help others,even if its just holding a door open for a stranger and giving them a pleasent smile and hello.when my kids were very young, in the house were i lived,were i stood to do my dishes,i could look onto the street,id see this homeless man going by on his bike,i had my sons help me make some sandwiches for him,i had the boys help me look for him,when they'd see him i had my oldest run out and take him the sandwiches.Poeple probaly think"theres SO MANY that need help in this world what can I  do?"but if we all help,even in some small little way,we all can help many.I tried to teach that to my chrildren.